Regarding the fears of being a pedophile or magical thinking, there appears to be an excessive amount of uncertainty and efforts to “figure out” the answer to prevent bad things from happening in the future. It's easy to understand the appeal of a workplace affair — after all, you might spend more time with the people you work with than anyone else in your life.

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I used to steal her flip flops at night, rub them with my dick and put them back after cumming on them. I think all that excitement about my job and the escape from home meant I fell hard for the guy I worked with. Distress, in one form or another, invariably accompanies many thoughts experienced by the OCD sufferer. Rather than using a dating app, or flirting with a stranger at a bar, it will feel easier to cross the line with someone when there’s already that feeling of familiarity. I reconciled with my husband for a time, enduring marriage counseling and focusing intently on our church life.I am suffering from what it sounds that most people do with this particular problem: having doubts of the type of person that I am and questioning as to why I would have such thoughts if I didn’t like them or want to carry them out…. OCD is about uncertainty about something (obsessions) that causes a great deal of distress and persistent efforts to find the answer either mentally or overtly (compulsions). Your OCD has been successful at triggering you to do a compulsion, in this case, finding out for sure if your thoughts are intentional. Remember, if any thought is about your OCD theme in any way, shape or form, make the decision to take the risk about what it means or why you had the thought.

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There is no difference between me and my OCD clients in terms of the weird content that shows up in our heads.When his wife was working and both of us didn't have to work nights at our job, we'd go on dates: out to dinner, go for drives, go to each other's houses, and have sex. You are more likely to respond in a compulsive way if you care about the theme, and your OCD will take full advantage of this fact if you let it. On more than one occasion people with OCD have told me some of their thoughts and said, “Can you believe what a horrible person I must be if I have these thoughts? This is no different than someone trying to gain certainty they locked the door by going back to check. The adventures of a sympathetic central character caught up in situations many of us will have endured.