Bought with a Price: A Gay Christian's Memoir from Porn Sets to Love

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It’s time we stop buying the porn industry’s lies, and refuse to consume the violent content they produce that’s harmful to performers, individuals, relationships, and our world as whole.

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Simon Rex a.k.a. Sebastian – American actor, television personality and rapper best known as one of the first MTV VJ's;1997 AVN Award, Best Gay Solo Video, for Hot Sessions #3. [122] [123] Austin rapist commits suicide in Colorado [ permanent dead link], by Daniel Iai, The Daily Texan, 7/15/05 [ permanent dead link] It’s like, drugs and, and alcohol and being with people you’re not familiar with, like these do increase the risk a little bit, but that doesn’t make exploitation okay. Right? Um, and so my mind went to, “This is normal.” We are often portrayed, LGBTQ+ people are often portrayed as oversexualized and hypersexual. And that we’re just about hooking up. Right? We’re just about sex. And that’s not, I’m not saying that I’m saying that’s how we’re portrayed. And I, and I know many of us often own that portrayal as part of our identity. That’s how it was painted to me. That’s what was going through my mind when all this was happening and it became normal to the point that I didn’t even really actually understand at that time that it was rape. Uh, like that word didn’t cross my mind, but I knew in my gut, I was very uncomfortable. I was not okay with what happened. You know, I asked the guy to like take the pictures down. I was like, don’t share that. Like, you know, please delete all those pictures.Aaron Crowley: Um, you know, like I said, I was diving into gay hookup culture and I got into a gay hookup app, an app, you know, that’s specifically geared towards, you know, gay men hooking up. Garrett Jonsson: That that would be tough a as a heterosexual male, I’ve never experienced that, but I can imagine that that would be exhausting.

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Aaron Crowley: Yeah. And it’s, and I often, you know, see people thinking that it’s about, you know, “I need to be pleased.” I need, you know, “They need to please me.” right. When really sexuality hell sexuality is, I wanna please my partner. And whenever you both come together and you’re like, I wanna please this person. And they’re like, “I wanna please this…”, you know, they wanna please you. Jeff Stryker – 1986 Gay XRCO Awards winner, "Best actor"; 1997 AVN Award (pre- GayVN Awards) winner, "Best duo scene"; Grabby Awards hall of famer. [49] [50] [43] After several years of doing porn and more than 1,000 films, I truly believed that I had ruined my life to the point of no return. So, I continued to say yes to the need to be accepted. I never was attracted to guys, but the idea of doing gay porn and the new level of fame, the money, the praise, and the attention all somehow made logical sense to me.O'Hara, Scott (1996). Do-it-yourself piston polishing (for non-mechanics). [4]: Badboy. ISBN 978-1-56333-489-4. {{ cite book}}: External link in |location= ( help)

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a b "AVN Hall of Fame". Archived from the original on September 29, 2007 . Retrieved December 27, 2007. Minor leaguer: It was a 'one-time incident' ". ESPN. January 28, 2004 . Retrieved February 22, 2008. Garrett Jonsson: And he was sexually assaulted and it negatively impacted him. And yeah, it just speaks to that, that if you’re a man, you can’t be sexually assaulted, you can’t be, you can’t experience rape, but that’s just, you know, it’s not true. Aaron Crowley: And pictures were taken of me. And in that moment, it’s like, all these things started like bursting in me of, “Oh my gosh.” You know, like the, it, it just kind of book ended this whole season of my life where I’m like, all of this is not right. And it’s all tying together as this one, spirit, this one mentality, this one like mindset. That’s so normalized in our world. And it all stems from porn.

That’s sexual assault. But because it’s porn and because sex is the nature of the industry, sexual assault is the nature of the industry. It’s normal. This is exactly what goes on. He was right there, saying sexual assault is a part of this industry.” Jake Andrews – 1996 Grabby Awards winner, "Best supporting actor" (tie); Code of Conduct from Falcon Studios; 1997 Probie winner. [46] [28] All of these factors pushed Aaron further into the industry until the end of his porn career. After he was raped during what would be his last scene as a porn performer, Aaron attempted to take his life.

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I was to the point that sex and shaking a hand were all the same to me. It didn’t matter if the other actor or actors were girls or guys, it didn’t matter if it was one camera or five cameras with a crew of 20, nothing mattered anymore. This went on for about six months, and then one day, I found myself wishing I would die.” Obituary of Erik Stryker from Manshots September 1988, "Manshot's magazine: 1988 – 2001, publication Model listings. Gay Erotic Archives. February 2006. Elaine Herscher (April 18, 1998). "Newest Gay Magazines Put Focus on the Family" San Francisco ChronicleAaron Crowley: Like when’s it acceptable for the employer to request, you know, sexual favors from an employee yeah for money. I gladly accepted the drugs and alcohol because I didn’t want to feel the pain of penetration from an over-sized man or from being told to hold poses for still camera shots while being penetrated and choked. a b Lawrence, Doug, ed. (November 1998). Adam Gay Video 1999 Directory. Los Angeles: Knight Publishing Corp.